Stιphane Mallarmι
Fragments Anatoles Tomb
Translated by A. S. Kline © 2009 All Rights Reserved.
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Mallarmιs second child, Anatole, born July 1871, became seriously ill when he was seven years old. He suffered from rheumatic fever complicated by an enlarged heart, and died in October 1879, aged eight. Mallarmι left a series of fragments for a four-part poetic memorial, a tomb. He was emotionally and artistically unable to forge a finished work from them. This translation or rather adaptation contains many of the two hundred or so fragments, in some cases fragments of the fragments, excluding things I found too partial or obscure to resonate. I have not followed original spacing exactly, except where it genuinely appears to add impact to the verse. Despite being fragments the pieces communicate some part of the loss suffered, and the thoughts engendered, by the childs death, and therefore any childs death, any such tragedy. Mallarmιs spiritual position is taken to be atheistic, and therefore religious assumptions should not be made in interpreting these fragments. The content is however universal enough, I think, for a reader of any spiritual persuasion to respond in their own manner, within their own belief system.
1.
Child emerged from
us both showing us
our ideal, the way
for us! A father
mother surviving him
in sad existence
like two extremes
ill fused in him
that are parted
hence his death
cancelling this small
childs self
2.
spring time
Dead in autumn
the sun
3.
Son
re-absorbed
not gone
it is he
or his brother
I
myself said it
to him
two brothers
4.
image of I
other than I
taken in
death!
5.
what takes refuge
in me your future
becomes a
purity for life,
which I shall
not touch
6.
To pray to the dead
(not for them)
need
for the child here
his absence
because of the true dead
only a child!
7.
Hands join
towards him not
to be touched
but who is
whom a space
distances
8.
To resurrect
to construct
with his
lucidity this
work too
vast for me
and thus
depriving me
of life, sacrificing
it if it is
not for the work
to be him grown,
deprived and
do it without
fear of toying
with his death
if I sacrificed
life for him
if I accepted
this death
as my own
9.
Exemplar
we have known
through you this more
than ourselves
which often escapes
us and will be
in us in our
actions, now
child, sowing
the ideal
10.
Father mother
vowing never
another child
grave that he dug
life ends there
11.
Useless
remedies
abandoned
if nature
wished it not
I would
take myself
for one dead
balms mere
consolations for us
doubt
then not, their reality!
12.
Child our
immortality
made in fact
of lost human
hopes son
entrusted to woman
by a man
no longer young
despairing of finding
the mystery
taking a wife
13.
since the day when death
installed itself marked by
malady
no longer himself already, but
the one we would wish
to see again later
beyond death
summing up death and
corruption appearing
so, with his sickness
and pallor
14.
as the child
appearing to us
we profit from those
hours, when death
stricken
he lives
still, and
is still ours
title: poetry of
the malady
15.
With the gift of words
I could have made you
yourself child of the work
king made of you
instead
no, sad of the son
in us
made you of
task
no
yet he
remember the proves
that he
bad days was such
played
mouth closed that role!
native
speech
forgotten
it is I who have
aided you since
16.
Have brought back in
you the child
youth or sickness
of history learned
forgotten from which
nothing
I would not have
suffered to be
in my turn
studying only that
death
17.
Then you would only
have been me
since I am
here lonely, sad
no, I remember
a childhood
yours
twin voices
but without you
Id not have known
18.
So it is I,
hands accursed
who bequeathed you!
silence
(he forgives)
19.
Oh! Leave us
at this word
that merges
us both
unites us
finally
since who has
spoken it
yours
20.
All this transformation
once barbarous and
material
external
now
moral
and within
21.
No brother sister
ever the absent one
shall not be less than
those present
22.
to feel it burst
in the night
the immense void
produced by what
would be his life
because he cannot
know
he is dead
lightning?
23.
Moment when one must
break with the
living memory,
to inter it
place it in the coffin,
hide it with
the brutality of
placing it there,
raw contact
to see it no longer
except as idealised
later, no longer him
living, there but
the germ of his being
taken back into itself
the germ allowing
thought for him
sight of him
vision (ideality
of state) and
speech for him
for in us, pure
him, a refining
become our
honour, the source
of our finer
feelings
true re-entry
into the ideal
24.
Deaths treacherous
blow of
which he
evil
knew nothing
in my turn
to toy with it, the
one thing childhood
knows nothing of
25.
hour of the
empty room
until it is
opened
perhaps everything
follows thus
(morally)
26.
You can, with your
weak hands, drag me
into your grave you
have the right
I myself
who follow you, I, I
let myself fall
yet if you
wish, together,
let us both make
an alliance
a magnificent bond,
and the life
remaining in me
I will employ
for ..
27.
You watch me
I cannot tell you
the truth yet
I dare not, too little one,
What has happened to you
One day I will tell it
to you
for as a man
Id not wish you
not to know
your fate
or man
dead child
28.
No not
one of the great
deaths
as long as we
ourselves live, he
lives in us
it is only after were
dead he will be so
and the bell that tolls
for the Dead will toll for
him
29.
And let us speak
of what
we both know
we two
mystery
30.
Oh! Make us
suffer
you who
thought so
little of it all
that equates to
your life, painful in
shattered
us
while you
glide, free
31.
And you, his sister
you who one day
(that gulf open
since his death
that follows us
to our own
when we
your mother and I
have vanished there)
must, one day,
unite us all
three in your thoughts,
your memory
as in
a single tomb
you who, in
turn, will come
upon this tomb, not
made for you
32.
Sunset
and wind
now vanished, a
wind of nothing
that breathes
(the emptiness
?modern, there)
33.
Tears, flood
of lucidity, the dead
seen again,
beyond
34.
Death whispers low
I am no one
do not even know myself
(for the dead do not
know theyre
dead nor that theyre
dying
children
at least
or
heroes sudden
deaths
for my beautys
made otherwise
of last
moments
lucidity, beauty
face of
what would be
I, without I
for as soon as
(one is,
I am
dead) I cease
to be
made then of
premonitions, of
intuitions, ultimate
frissons I
am not
yet in the ideal
state
and for those
others, tears,
mourning, all that
and its my
shade, ignorance
of myself, that
dresses in mourning
35.
Illness to which
one clings
wanting it
to endure, to possess
him longer
36.
Death ridiculous enemy
who cannot impose on the child
the notion that you exist!
37.
No more life for
me
and I sense myself
lying there in the grave
beside you.
38.
Death
only consolation
exists, thoughts balm
but what is done
is done we cannot
return to the absolute
contained in death
and yet
to show that if,
life once abstracted,
the happiness of being
together, all that such
consolation in its turn
has its root its base
absolute in what
(if we wish
for example a
dead being to live in
us, thought
is his being, his
thought in effect)
ever he has of the best
that transpires, through our
love and the care
we take
of being
(being, being
simply moral and
about thought)
there is in that a
magnificent beyond
that rediscovers its
truth so much
purer and lovelier than
the absolute rupture
of death become
little by little as illusory
as absolute ( so were
allowed to seem
to forget the pain)
as this illusion
of survival in
us, becomes absolutely
illusory (there is
unreality in both
cases) has been terrible
and true
39.
Earth you lack
a single plant
to what purpose
I who
honour you
flowers,
vain beauty
40.
His eyes
watch me, double
and sufficient
already taken by
absence and the void
all to unite there?
41.
Man and
absence
the spiritual
twin with which
he blends when he
dreams, reflects
absence, alone
after death, once
the pious
interment of the
body, creates
mysteriously that
agreed fiction
42.
Slow to be sacrifice
earth alters him
all this time
pain eternal
and dumb
43.
What! death
in its vastness terrible
death
to strike down so
small a being
I say to death coward
ah! it is in us
not beyond
44.
He has dug our
grave
in dying
the burial plot
45.
Oh! If the eyes of the dead
had greater power
than those, most beautiful
of the living
if they could draw you in
46.
After-effect
immortality
thanks to
our love
he prolongs us
beyond
in exchange
we give back
life to him
in deepening
our thought
47.
Earth gap gaping and
never to be filled
but by sky
indifferent earth
grave
not flowers
wreaths, our
joys and our life
48.
No, you are not one of the dead
you will not be among
the dead, always in us
49.
it becomes a
joy (a bitter
enough thing) for us
and unjust to him
who rests below, and is
in reality deprived
of all that with which
we associate him.
50.
I
perhaps
the ambiguity
that might be!
pain and sweet
joys
of the ghostly
sufferer
51.
Vision
endlessly purified
by my tears
52.
Ah! Adored heart
O my image
beyond of too vast
destinies
only a child
like you
I dream
still
all alone
in the future
53.
Ah! Truly you know
that if I consent
to live to seem
to forget you
it is to
nourish my pain
and so this apparent
forgetfulness
can pour out more
fully in tears, at
some moment
in the midst of this
life, when you
appear to me
54.
Time it takes
for a body to decompose
in earth (confounded
little by little
with neutral earth
in vast horizons)
it is then he
lets go of the pure
spirit one
was which was
bound to him,
organised which
can take refuge
pure in us,
to reign
in us,
the survivors
absolute purity
on which
time pivots and
re-forms
55.
I sense it in myself
wanting if not
the life lost,
at least the
equivalent
the death
where one is stripped
of body
in those who remain
56.
Oh! I
sense you
so strongly and that you
always feel
well with us,
the parents but
free, child
eternal, and at once
everywhere
57.
To close the eyes
I do not want to
close the eyes
that will watch
me always
58.
Let us speak of him
again, let us extinguish
in reality, silence
59.
True mourning in
rooms
not the cemetery
to find only
absence
in presence
of things
60.
And he
the father
who constructs
a tomb
wont his spirit
go seeking the traces of
destruction and transmute
into pure spirit?
so deeply that
purity emerges from
the corruption!
61.
No I will not
relinquish
nothingness
a father I
sense the nothingness
invading me
62.
May my thought
make for him a
more beautiful
purer life.
63.
Wreaths
One feels obliged
to throw into this earth
that opens before
the child the loveliest
wreaths of flowers
the loveliest flowery
products, of that
earth sacrificed
in order to veil
or pay his toll
for him
64.
It is only, there,
the explosion of the
shattering caused
by the cry of I
that little by little
re-forms itself
all ended